hmm.

nowadays..
i felt lonely...
why?
maybe i am used to be alone..
and nowadays only i realized that?

i happy when i see others around me is happy..
and i will be in a corner recalling the memory i had..
i'm happy for u guys..
but...will anyone realize the one lonely in the corner?

b4 that i noticed that..
i never take note that there is someone being lonely in a crowd..
now..
i do...

i have my buddies...
i have my friends..
i am still not satisfied..
i am just....feeling to be alone...
staring at the sky...
with the memory i had with u...

and then...
i will be emo once again...
just that...
i know what is about missing some1..
that u will never get the respond back...
he is just ....gone....

now i know...
that... yeap..
everything we do...
it's not 100% that we will get the paid back...
what u do..what u care...what u think...
mostly...he will never notice...
this is because he will never be a she...
i totally agree with this one...
hoho~
as he dun understand me...
and i dun understand him..
i wonder...
if some1 do understand u...
he really does?
or it's just only on the surface or it's just pretend to be?

my friends...
those who are gone...
they are gone...
those who are suppose to be here...
some are here with me...some aren't...
i know people do change...
and i get that...
i understand that everyone have their own life..
but i just dun get it...
why people change just to be with some1?
isn't that faking??
>.<
it's my personal opinion...

change to the good side...
it's a good choice...
but to the bad side?
no no no ~~ >.<