dream

oh yea...
my dream ytd...>.<
i awake at 4.30 am..with tears..
o.O 
storyline time =P

i dreamt that my family were separated..
and my dad actually get a new mom for me..
GOSH !!
after this dream..i hate the concept of having a step mother ==
and a step sister..

that step sister is evil and irritating..
~.~ i feel like kicking her everytime she annnoyed me..
xD i know that i'm evil..
but what to do?
* i never did that..it's just a thought * (angel smile) XD
that's the way ppl treat me..
u got it the same..DUDE =.=''

and yea..i dreamt that..
my heart problem cames back..
i almost die 4 times in my dream..
i'm as if commit suicide myself..
hoho~~
thx to the STEP sister i got..

but...the heart problem is because that i'm too sad..
>.< so i got the disease back ..
haha... i almost died..
my hand grab the medicine but i never swallow it..
ouch >.<

another dream is that..
some1 rob me at some sort of clubbing place?
@.@ 
lol..MICHAEL u c lar >.<
coz b4 that we always say bout duno wat clubbing de..
now i appear there d ==

some1 stab me..o.O
i am dying once again..
=X i got my hp on my hand..
but i never wan to contact anyone..
and call for help..
i just fall asleep..
means that i'm dead in there?
hoho~~
no idea...

again...
when i'm awake..
i never feel anything d..
mayb ytd i sleep with a moody mood?
hoho~~ maybe i cried till i fall asleep maybe?
but i never realize o.O

maybe a sleep can make the moody mood get away from me?
hahahahha...
yeap think so XD