Sunday, October 14, 2012

What to say? What to start ? 
i'm seriously lost... 

something that i couldn't expect it coming... 
it comes in a sudden...
yea rite... things always do...
i better prepare myself for the worst =) 

okay~ 
i admit i'm kinda depress here
and ya... 
i dun even know how to express >< 
but i'll try...

er...
i think it's smtg like this...
a guy and a girl...
both 2gether in a relationship for a year + ...
and that guy end up flirting with another girl...

that stupid gf finally realize after a month i guess...
and they quarrel... rite...it's normal >< 

ok~ 
the thing i'm confused with is that...
the guy said that he still love the girl(the gf) ...
but i seriously dun think so...
if he do...
he wont flirt...
he wont even take initiative to hurt some1 he love...
isn't it true? *sigh* 

JUST FACE THE TRUTH ,FLIRT =)

is flirting seriously bring so much fun to u? 
then go continue ur life with that...
i'm seriously not taking it into my life... 
u wanna cont....then go v it... 
LEAVE MY LIFE !!

i'm taking everything very seriously until u spoil everything...
happy? 
i'm rly tired with ur lies, ur explaination and wat so ever ~ 

yea rite...
she's better then take her..
why come back for me? 
jz becoz she knows i exist? 
then i'll quit ..
I'M NOT A PLAYER !! 

in this relationship...
i put in my real feeling...
I LOST THE GAME =') 
guess i'll really need some time to accept it  



Saturday, October 6, 2012

it has been a long time LOL >< 
i think this will be my 1st edited pic here huh?! XD 
HEYA ^^ 

it's not like im busy or wat... 
jz that...
hmm~ 4gt bout my blog...
my life is a mess @@ 

trying to make things better but it just go worst... -.- 
watever~ jz let it be...
something will be ..then it will be ^^

finals are coming soon... 
in 3 weeks time
i seriously know ntg... 
and i'm stress enough and i cannot really study =( 

hope i get to my study mood 2moro
gonna fight the BEST for my exams =) 
please bless me for not failing any subject XDD 

i see my frens around are emo...
ps : my facebook buddies 
even i broke off my relationship and im not that depressed...
what make u guys?  lol =P 

people always said that i'm a super strong girl...
but am i? 
NO =') 
i'm jz good in keeping my stuff and give a smile ...
*sigh* 

how i wish i can cry out loud in a space of only me ...
what can i do? 
i still need to continue my life...
even if it's a happy one or a SUX one >< 

my birthday is coming soon...
but i'll have exam that day =( 
and i cannot get to celebrate with my family T.T 
how depressing.... ><

time to get my blog a new cover and stuffs...
i'll do it after my finals XD 
if i remember =X 

sleepy always...-.- 
jz duno WTH is wrong with my body system ...@@ 
i dun really communicate with my body ...
although it's in me ..
i'll try to take good care of myself... 
^^ i guess this will be my new aim in life =P 

WISH EVERYONE THE BEST TOO =) 

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