MOODS

sometimes..

i really hope that there's some1 that can really control me...

from being wasteful...

from being forgetful...

from being rude...

from being naughty...

from being irresponsible...

from being evil...

fooh~ 

till now...

there's no1 can really take over the control from my self-discipline..

most of the time...

my disciplinary failed...

and what i can do? 

there's no1 watching my back..

and tell me what's wrong and what's right...

i know i should be independent...

but sometimes...

i really dun feel like it...

i have a shoulder to lean on...

but i dun hav the respect i must have for him...

hmm~  

NOW i feel bad in the heart... >.< 

dun really know what's wrong with me...

but mayb the true self of ME is being that way? 

i'm going to change the fact that i'm such a person..

2 more weeks for my family to be here with me...=) 

i'm trying my best until the time comes...

=D 

list that i should do b4 the day o.O 

1) STUDY FOR MID-TERM EXAM

2) ''CORRECT'' THE WRONG ATTITUDE OF MINE 

3) SHOW MY LOVE MORE 

4) HAVE MORE PATIENT ON THOSE STUFF I'M DOING 

=D ALL DA BEST =D